blech.

Serious post.

What is wrong with me? Why can't I get motivated? Do I seriously want to be this stinkin' weight for the rest of my life? NO! But, I can't seem to get up off my fat ass long enough to do anything about it. Ugh. Gross. I'm gross.

Kyle, Amber and I walked everyday last week and I stayed completely on plan. NO cheating whatsoever. Guess how many pounds I lost? Yep, you got it...goose egg. Does anyone know how frustrating this is? It makes me want to scream! So, between Jillian's "Last Chance Workout", walking/running AND eating healthy...I feel like I should be seeing some sort of results. But, it's just not happening.

You know, starting this diet for the first time was a lot easier that getting re-started. :( I'm depressed about my weight loss and the fact that I'm not getting any results. And this causes me to not want to try and go by McDonald's on the way home. How about a great big french fry? Maybe a beer or two when I get home too. Geez!!

Well, that's my serious vent. I needed to get it out. I can't keep telling myself, "don't worry...keep plugging. You'll get there..." It's getting depressing.

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Are you kidding me?

I was such a stinkin' hard worker this week. I didn't cheat once on my diet and I worked out every single day. Guess what the scale said? 0 POUNDS LOST. Are you stinkin' kidding me? Geez. How depressing.

I'm trying to stay upbeat about the entire thing. I have taken a 4 month hiatus from any regular exercise and diet. So, maybe my body just has to get used to this whole thing all over again. But, honestly, I don't like it. :( I'm struggling each day to stay on plan and that was never so hard before. I look at pictures of myself from a year ago and think I looked horrible back then, I look way better now!! And all that mentality does to me is not make me work as hard. I figure, hey, 60 pounds gone, I shouldn't have to worry about strict dieting anymore, only maintaining. Too bad that's not the case...I have a good 40 more pounds to get off and I just can't get myself motivated. After a weigh in like today's, I need a miracle. I'm going to continue to eat healthy and do my exercise everyday this week and maybe, just maybe, something amazing will happen on the scale next Sunday. Keep your fingers crossed for me, I need all the help I can get!

On a lighter note, me and the girls decided to go out dancing Friday night...just us. It was a blast. I had forgotten how much girls night really means to me. :) We definitely got our exercise and it was a good boost for all our egos. There were some pretty good looking guys lurking around asking us to dance. :) So, that was nice. We've all decided we're going to try and reserve one night a month just for the girls. Fun. :) I'll post a few pictures to show you guys how cute we looked.

"Maybe our girlfriends are our soulmates and boys are just people to have fun with."

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thank you, jillian, thank you.

All I need to say about this is...

Thank You Jillian Michaels

for making me want to kill myself.

Ah, it burns so good.

:)

rip cavalac.

Hey, hey, hey. Seems I'm on a roll today...two posts!! I totally wish I had some AMAZING progress pics to show you all, but I don't. Wouldn't it be wonderful if I had taken a sebatacle from blogging only to return trim and firm? Ha, keep wishing guys. Until that day, I can only give you sad pictures of my crushed car. I decided I would make a special post for my little baby, the Cavalier. She is no more. Purchased by Allstate, I'm sure she's been scrapped for metal and is in car heaven. Love that little car. :)

I'm going to post some pictures of my sad, little car. She was violently slammed into under a yellow light one morning around 7:35. SAD DAY. So, she was put to sleep and I was awarded a very small sum for my pain and suffering from Allstate Insurance Company. VERY SAD. VERY SCARY. I'd never been in a wreck before, so I was an insurance claim filing virgin. Very tricky stuff. Dealing with numerous insurance agents was a bit overwhelming while also dealing with the fact I had no car, I had to get a car in a hurry and my neck was killing me. Damn whiplash. Anyway, the poor little Cavalier has been replaced with a smoother riding, Grandma-looking Mercury Sable. Ah, I do love my new car. :) So, in her memory...I am going to post some pictures of the Cavalac. :(

:(

Say goodbye to her. :(

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hiya guys.

Yay for Kasey blogging again!! Sorry I've been so absent and I've broken so many promises to continue blogging and staying in touch better. This time, I'm serious again. Swear. It's gonna happen...I'm going to post so often you guys get tired of me!!

So, since I've talked to you all last, not too much has happened. I finished my first semester at NPCC and it was wonderful. All A's. :) Thank you very much.

As far as weight goes, I'm still not doing much. I'm stuck in a rut guys...this is why I've returned to blogging. I need some MOTIVATION! I haven't gained anything since my move but I also have not lost ONE SINGLE SOLITARY pound. This is getting to be a bit depressing. This past weekend I bought a new Biggest Loser DVD, "Last Chance Workout." It kicked my big, fat booty. But, in all honesty, I'm looking forward to doing it again because I know those things work. I just need you guys to keep me motivated, please!! I need your help!! :) My best friends Amber & Sarah have started a diet with me and they are exercising on a regular basis as well but we can't all get together and do things because our schedules are so conflicting. This makes everything LOTS harder than it was in Texas. In Texas, I had Misty & Emily to be my workout buddies and accountability partners. Now, I'm basically on my own except for a phone call to Amber each day to recount my caloric intake and exercise. Keep me in your thoughts, guys. I'm miserable with myself right now and I HAVE TO GET THIS WEIGHT OFF!!

That being said, I am extremely EXCITED to get my diet and exercise going again. I know, most of my excitement comes from blogging about it. I didn't realize how important blogging was to my weight loss until I stopped doing it. But, I'm back and ready to rock!!

Until next time, I'll leave you guys with some pictures of the past few months. :)

Heather's Bachelorette Party @ The Big Chill

The besty & I all ready for Smyly's.

Amber, Sarah & Me at Frown Pow'r Concert @ Low Key Arts

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